Mixed post #3

Some words of wisdom inspires so greatly that it leads to new possibilities unimaginable.
Fantastic when that happens. I always enjoy being led further in my mind.

Have noticed my insecurity in my relationship. I realized it today. As myself I have no obvious insecurity, it is in my relationship. Always being afraid of how my partner will react to things. Which is ridiculous since he is the greatest. But it doesn’t have anything to do with him. It’s the aftershock of the ex. Always seen how my time with him has effected me in ways that are of no good. But today I am aware of more.
I have some things to deal with. Lucky my partner is an understanding and strong soul. His support and shoulder is needed. How could a person effect my mind this much?
Never mind that question.. I know the answer. Will not write it, though. It’s like you’ve been addicted to heavy drugs for some while and you get out of it with shakes and even years after you are still not completely free.

But healing is the only option.

hmm, been very blogative today.
Making up for lost time I suppose.
Rejuvenate through throwing out the trash.

Never let nobody tell you what’s bullshit. You decide what’s bullshit.


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Hi and welcome. This is my journal where I can find a peace of mind. Perhaps teach myself something. I escape here to unwind, cry or complain, or share my joy. Hope you enjoy your stay.

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A 27 year old womans attempt to understand herself and the rest of the world. Difficult to explain myself with only a few words, you decide from the words in my journal. I suppose I am trying to find my strength through this so I think I am a bit confused, I'm quite emotional and very loving though I at times may seem very cold.

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A rather new blog but not a new blogger. From Swedish decent, this blog will contain both languages.
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