The reason why I’m writing this is because it’s been in my mind all day. I had three nightmares this night. The one I woke up to being the one that’s been on my mind.

Lead roles: An ex-friend of the female sex, my partner and myself.

Skipping all that’s irrelevant, my partner rode a motorcycle, she a car.
I was walking on the sideway in the direction towards them, I was quite far away but still on
the same road at them. When I saw them in the distat… the ex-friend hit the gas and
speeded past a long truck. The truck driver lost control of his veichle and the truck positioned it self sideways across both lanes. My partner crashed and a man got him
off the traffic and that’s when I had gotten so close that I was within a few feet from him.
For me it was terrible, I saw someone I love being unconscious, someone who always takes care of himself well and to me are immortal. I kept my eyes on him and had a chocked face, I felt I couldn’t move, like time stood still. That’s when his head came off, and I saw it fall down. Standing there and just watching in a can’t-believe state for perhaps 8 seconds I woke up from my sleep.

Even though dreams dresses up and don’t mean what is dreamt and even though I understand the
true meaning of this dream I’ve had it on my mind cause that’s not a nice thing to dream
about someone you love. So it has still bothered me, and still do. I can still see that picture
and still feel those feelings.

The true meaning of the dream: My ex-friend did things out of selfish reasons that
cannot be interpretated any other way than she wanted to mess my relationship up for me, make her look good infront of him by saying less nice things of me to him. Hence the EX-friend. So this dream represents that.


2 Responses to “Nightmare”

  1. 1 wagi October 12, 2006 at 9:16 pm

    This is why I don’t have friends, they’re overrated. 🙂

  2. 2 solelyshe October 12, 2006 at 10:26 pm

    Yea.. lol. Same here, I figure if a “friend” isn’t acting like a friend should then why bother being friends, at all.

    Difficult to find someone that understands what friendship is about.

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A 27 year old womans attempt to understand herself and the rest of the world. Difficult to explain myself with only a few words, you decide from the words in my journal. I suppose I am trying to find my strength through this so I think I am a bit confused, I'm quite emotional and very loving though I at times may seem very cold.

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