To my friend “M”.

The same thing we have gone through so many times.

All that you feel, all that you are thinking.

It ALL, and I mean ALL, leads to ONE door.

Your hiding behind that door and trying your best to not having to see it.
That door is the only way out.

No one can take you under hers or his wings. YOU, yes YOU, have to take those first step BY YOUR SELF.

On the other side of that door is where you will find someone.

Right now you are hiding behind it with blinds over your eyes. Too scared to look at it.
There you are with your pain, going over the same things in your mind and heart.
Let me say, It doesn’t matter what you are thinking or feeling.

That door is there. Behind it you are unhappy.

Be your self, be who are when you speak with me, when we meet. The one you are around friends. No one can like everyone, and we shouldn’t care
about that. That is destructive behaviour. We just need to find someone that we like that
also likes us. To be you.. That is giving people a chance to want more of you. And giving your self a chance to get more that youa re so in need of.

That door, is your only way out.


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Hi and welcome. This is my journal where I can find a peace of mind. Perhaps teach myself something. I escape here to unwind, cry or complain, or share my joy. Hope you enjoy your stay.

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A 27 year old womans attempt to understand herself and the rest of the world. Difficult to explain myself with only a few words, you decide from the words in my journal. I suppose I am trying to find my strength through this so I think I am a bit confused, I'm quite emotional and very loving though I at times may seem very cold.

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A rather new blog but not a new blogger. From Swedish decent, this blog will contain both languages.
October 2006
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