Dear Journal…

Weakened and wounrable.
Hoping noone will take advantage of this.
Staying around people I know I am safe with until it has passed.
For in this state I am easily defeated.
cruel is to bring me more pain.
Look at me, see my eyes, leave me be, to heal, it wouldn’t be a fair fight.
A coughard would take this opportunity.

Been away this Saturday. Right now I’m typing with the cat cuddled up in my lap, purring. And with a cappuccino standing on the side of the monitor, with it’s delicious self 🙂 . I am feeling a bit content. It is a pleasant feeling. My honey has been with his father to buy things for the apartment. My friend is away on dinner with his family at some cowboy restaurant. I’m waiting to see how it was. Speaking (writing) or cowboy stuff. I came to think of when we vacationed in Florida and one evening we tried out a place with cowboy theme. Dining while watching some cowboyish performances. I think it was located someplace near Orlando, that’s the best I can do since
not being familiar with the place. My native language and English is so different in how to
use the words, in what order. It also makes grammar difficult. As if it’s not difficult enough in a language that is not your own. But I am getting there.

It has been raining, no snow chaos yet. At least not in this part of the country. It is snowing further north.

It has been nice to take a little bit of time to sit and write just out from the top of my head, the inner of thoughts. I needed it.


2 Responses to “Dear Journal…”

  1. 1 stev October 21, 2006 at 6:53 pm

    cappuccino! mmm…

    we all need a bit of quiet time. contentment is happiness.

    ps. the way you write makes it sound a bit exotic 😉

  2. 2 Adagio October 22, 2006 at 5:16 am

    radiate comfort
    peace in knowing strength of you
    underneath the skin

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Hi and welcome. This is my journal where I can find a peace of mind. Perhaps teach myself something. I escape here to unwind, cry or complain, or share my joy. Hope you enjoy your stay.

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A 27 year old womans attempt to understand herself and the rest of the world. Difficult to explain myself with only a few words, you decide from the words in my journal. I suppose I am trying to find my strength through this so I think I am a bit confused, I'm quite emotional and very loving though I at times may seem very cold.

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