Some are pros @ rubbing you wrong.

Not much that you say or do appeal to me.
In fact it’s very much the opposite.

And I have noticed that by allowing this to continue it makes me miserable.

If pretty much everything with you is so bad for me that effects me so greatly in a negative way I shouldn’t allow it to proceed.

Your persona simply sends out signals which aren’t compatible with my receiver.

It is out of selfish reasons that I on occasion actually feel alright being in contact with you.

In addition to those moments my presence remains out of pity.

Doesn’t I portray myself just like a heartless bitch.

On the contrary, every one are not compatible.

If I delete you from my net of contacts, I fear that one day I might regret it.

So, a silent, unnoticable retreet may be all that I dare to perform.

The selfish bitch has spoken.


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Hi and welcome. This is my journal where I can find a peace of mind. Perhaps teach myself something. I escape here to unwind, cry or complain, or share my joy. Hope you enjoy your stay.

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A 27 year old womans attempt to understand herself and the rest of the world. Difficult to explain myself with only a few words, you decide from the words in my journal. I suppose I am trying to find my strength through this so I think I am a bit confused, I'm quite emotional and very loving though I at times may seem very cold.

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A rather new blog but not a new blogger. From Swedish decent, this blog will contain both languages.
October 2006
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