Being pressured isn’t a favorite thing of mine. It do me bad even though the pushier may believe it is a good thing. Everyone do not fall under the same angle of approach. A being of such complex as myself (I admit) doesn’t fall under the general rules.

When I have to explain things to someone of this nature (telling someone how to actually approach me) I lose interest immediately. If it don’t come natural it isn’t meant to be. Everyone do/can not get along, get that Solelyshe. I can’t help that someone is making moves that I don’t find interesting but shall I smile at what really deep inside doesn’t satisfy me? No. Shall I change for this something? No. Shall I act interested when I am not? No. For I do not enjoy being fake. That is lowering myself to someone elses standards and I shouldn’t do that.

Pressures, I can’t take them. It is not right to pressure either. Leave hints, but do not pressure. If you truely want to show someone something then don’t make them run away, for that is what pressures do. The best intents can scare someone away if not treated cautiously. Much are too delicate to rush.

Pressures makes me feel trapped and it is giving me difficulties to breath. I break free from traps and run miles away from them and does not look back.


2 Responses to “Pressures.”

  1. 1 vinu November 5, 2006 at 7:43 am

    just dropping in a hi! hope you can break free from the pressure soon. I have bipolar disorder and believe me I understand what you are saying!

  2. 2 solelyshe November 6, 2006 at 1:36 pm

    Hi back, vinu! Thank you so much for commenting. Yes, ofc, pressures are only temporary in my life, for I Do break free! I have a friend who’s also bipolar and I can understand how that disorder is not easy! Hope you are living well anyway. Much love – Solelyshe.

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A 27 year old womans attempt to understand herself and the rest of the world. Difficult to explain myself with only a few words, you decide from the words in my journal. I suppose I am trying to find my strength through this so I think I am a bit confused, I'm quite emotional and very loving though I at times may seem very cold.

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