Monthly..

The previous 2 days I have been in a real foul mood. (You know, due to that female monthly thing). I have been hateful towards everyone, everyone has been bothering me (felt I).
I’ve felt like no ones worth shit to me and not understanding how others could believe
they were.  *Smiles* that’s my monthly thing. Now I have a couple of people to apologize to.
Also, many new faces have gotten the impression that I’m just one of those biatches.
That’s fine to me though, I can only laugh. I don’t however, ever, wish to hurt anyone that I love. I do believe they understand the reason, just.. I failed to keep a promise and now that person is unreachable and has been all day. I’m getting kind of tired of the same old story, acting like a jerk and having to apologize. It does not make me feel good. Each month it’s the same old thing. I, laugh at me.. I wish they could do the same thing, now when it’s over and gone.. at least for a while. The ones I love should take out a restraining order against me at that time of the month, so that I can’t be mean to them.

Just.. I’m naturally not a bitch. But this thing can make it seem like I’m changing faces to some.

Gosh.